Are You Just a Program? The Disturbing Truth About Your Inner Voice
30-50% of people may not have an internal monologue. What does that mean for consciousness?
Stories of breaking free from the default reality. Explore moments of awakening, consciousness expansion, and the journey from normie to main character.
An awakening is that moment when you realize something fundamental about reality that you can't unsee. It's when the veil lifts, even just for a moment, and you glimpse the machinery beneath the surface.
For some, it's the realization that most people are operating on autopilot—philosophical zombies going through the motions without real inner experience. For others, it's the sudden awareness that reality might be a simulation, a game, or a test.
These aren't comfortable realizations. Once you see it, you can't go back to being a normie. You become aware of the patterns, the scripts, the NPCs. You start to question everything.
This section documents those moments—the glitches in the matrix, the sudden clarity, the uncomfortable truths that separate the awakened from the lost.
30-50% of people may not have an internal monologue. What does that mean for consciousness?
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You start seeing patterns in how people behave—like they're following scripts, repeating the same conversations, living on autopilot.
There's a persistent sense that something is fundamentally wrong with the world. Like you're in a game or simulation and you're starting to see the edges.
Meaningful coincidences become more frequent. Numbers repeat, events align in impossible ways, like the universe is trying to tell you something.
The default narratives no longer satisfy you. You dig deeper, question authority, and refuse to accept surface-level explanations.
Your perception of time shifts. Some moments feel eternal, others fly by. The linear progression of time starts to feel like an illusion.
There's a growing sense that you're fundamentally different from most people—like you're playing a different game with different rules.